Christmas spirit................already?!?

Many of the shops here in Bucarest are packed with Christmas trees and ornaments. And it's November.......................Sweet November...........................It hasn't even snowed!
I love winter and Christmas and Christmas spirit. But not in November. What will it happen around that time of the year? Having seen all the ornaments for more than a month, won't it ruin all the joy of that holiday?
It's too early for all those ornaments. I'm not even happy when I see them. Will I be a month from now?
I HOPE IT SNOWS SOON!

I remember

I remember so many things about us. So many details of us, of him. I never thought that someone could touch me like that.
I remember the first time I saw him. He entered the room, put his things on the desk and said "hi". I wasn't impressed. Just another guy. He smiled and stared talking to us. But his eyes and his smile, the way he moved..............it makes me smile just when I think about it.
I don't know when I fell in love with him, because there are so many moments I can think about.
I loved him even when he was angry, because of the fire in his eyes. His beautiful green eyes..........and his lips...............I wish I colud taste them now.

Things are getting better

Things are finally getting better........................Finally!

Yesterday I went to the mountains with my family. Wonderful day! Sunny, warm, no cloud in the sky...................The leaves had milions of colours..............the wind was gently blowing..............and I was there enjoying all of this. I felt like the world was mine..........only mine. On top of the mountain I felt like I could touch the sky.It was such a good feeling. I should do this more often. :)

I miss.............

....his kisses, his arms around me, his skin on my skin, his scent, his smile, his lips, his voice, his body next to mine, his eyes and the way his nose sometimes wrinkles when he smiles........I miss his presence.........the way he always made me smile.............the way he always made me feel good.....................I miss his love...................and the million things I love him for!

My world

It's kinda lonely in my world nowadays...................No one seems to understand me. The people I expected to sustain me have left me..........especially one of them. I've been her friend when she needed me, I've listened to her when she needed a shoulder to cry on, I had sleepless nights talking to her and when I need her she ignores me. She is the center of her universe and everybody else gravitates somewhere far away from her. I really don't understand this kind of friendship. This "one-side" relationship. She is unhappy-she calls me-I'm there. She is happy-she doesn't even remember me. I tell her I'm unhappy and she keeps talking about her own stuff. And when I complain about this she says I'm nuts. Maybe I am for not ending this "friendship".I guess that's the way life is for some people.
Last week I was so happy. I went to a concert and I had so much fun. I hadn't been to a concert in a long time and it made me feel so good. I rediscovered a band: Voltaj. Perfect! Very optimistic lyrics. Every song makes me feel good, makes me smile and think about the good days........... I was so happy!
Actually I am a very optimistic person............Always...............Just not these days.......Kisses