The Chronicles of.......me

Monday, January 24, 2005

I want my dreams back!

A few days ago a friend of mine told me that either she doesn't dream so she doesn't remember her dreams. I replied that I always dream and , generally, I remember my dreams.
But since then I can't remember what I dream. I know that I dream but I can't remember!!!

So, I WANT MY DREAMS BACK!
I am not myself without them . What can I do??? I guess I have to talk to my friend to give me back my dreams.

HELLO

I am back.Again. I've had so much work to do that I didn't have time to "blog".
I decided to pass my exams in June, so I went back to work. The guys were thrilled, especially my boss. He is a great guy, I have a lot of fun with him.

Everything went perfectly for a week or so. But suddenly one of the guys stopped talking to me. He just ignores me. It's not the first time he's done that, but just like the last time, I don't get why he is acting like that. I've analized my behaviour, what I've said or done, but I can't find anything wrong with me and he won't tell me why he is like that, he insists that nothing is wrong, that is just an impression of mine.
OK!
So I've decided not to take it personally (though I think I should) and not to let it affect me. Last time I was really upset and angry and I couldn't stop thinking about it. So, I won't be angry with him because he is angry with me or whatever, I've passed beyond that.
Actually I can't beleive that it doesn't affect me as much as I thought it would. Sure, I wonder why he is like that , but it doesn't bother me that much.

Monday, January 10, 2005

QUESTION

What places have you visited so far? What did you like about them? What did you hate about them?
Where would you like to go?What places would you like to visit?

Friday, January 07, 2005

Studying, studying, studying

Maybe I am one of the few people who likes studying, although my mom wouldn't agree with me(that I like studying). Many people have made fun of me, because at one point in my life I was always studying. But I am a slow learner. I can't memorise something by reading it just once. I catch the main idea, but there is much more to it than just that.
And as always, this time too, I started studying too late for my final exams. I have to write 60 pages within the next 5 days.And have to re-learn what I learned during the last 4 years within the next month. That is soooooooooooooooo nice !!!!!!!
And I really like studying,but not so much in such a short time. I know it is my fault, but I want more time!!!!!!!!
God help me!
I need some more brain :)

So far..............


This is what I have visited so far. Only 5%. Way too little. But maybe in the future things will change. All I need is money and some time.....That' s not much, is it?!? :)
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

My trip to Turkey...

So, I am back!
I had so much fun . I didn't expect to feel so good during this vacation because I had a bad feeling and I almost didn't wanna go.
It took us 19 hours to get from Bucarest to Istambul!!! Imagine that. About 6-700 kilometers in 19 hours. We went at the speed of a snail. A raging snail. At the Turkish customs we waited for about 4 hours and a half and I don't know why.
It took us 8 hours to cross Bulgaria. About 350 kilometers in 8 hours!!! I am very sorry to say this and I appologise if I offend someone, but I don't like Bulgaria. I have never imagined that a country could look like this and if someone had told me I wouldn't have believed it. I might as well call it a deserted country. I don't think I have seen more than 20 people in Bulgaria. The streets were deserted, the houses looked abandoned, everywhere I looked there was dirt and desolation. If there are so little people there, how come there is so much dirt around?!?!?!?!?
On our way to Turkey it rained all the time. 19 hours of non-stop rain. And although I love rain, I felt like screaming at one point. Sadness, dirt, destruction, bad roads, no traffic indicators, villages that looked like refugee camps. I have heard that there are beautiful places in Bulgaria, but I wonder where thay are because I haven't seen any. The roads were so bad that at times I thought the coach was going to break down.That is why it took us so long to cross Bulgaria : the bad roads, the on-going rain and the fog. 350 kilometers in approximately 8 hours in Bulgaria and 250 km in Turkey in 3 hours, same fog, same rain, but perfect highway.
Now..............Turkey is a different story! I liked Istambul. 1850 mosques! Impressinve amount. Everywhere I looked I could see a mosque. St. Sophia and the Blue Mosque especially.I loved it. The Bazaar! I went there three days in a row for 3-4 hours daily and I still haven't seen everything.I loved that I could bargain for everything I wanted to buy and that everyone was so nice to me.Of course, because they wanted me to buy something from their shop. But I liked it anyway.
The Asian part of Istambul, the bridges between the Asian and the European side, the boat trip in the Bosphorus, the kebab, the tea, the spices, the baklava.........everything is worth seeing.
But at the same time I was shocked by the houses I have seen there. Most of them looked like they were going to fall down. Sure, there are new buildings, the new part of the town, but the old one.....................is not that nice!
A town of contrasts!
I liked it and I would advise everybody to see it,but there are things I didn't like about it.Dirt, men who stare at you persistently, people grabbing your arm and asking you to visit their shop, garbage on the ground. But a religion, a tradition, a civilisation so different from what I have seen so far in my trips.
The peole are very friendly. At the hotel I felt like a princes. On New Year's party I had so much fun and the hotel staff was perfect...........................but some other time about this.